I used to have a crush on this guy hes mean?

first i met him when i was 9 i had a crush on him he rejected me then then now im 14 he liked me and we kissed my parents know about it they know i like him a month later he rejected me like my best friend btw hes 14 shes 17 i cried then he dated another girl shes nice though later we txt he called me ugly he said he never like me called names like fat rat face i look like a pig get a better a better body btw im not fat people think of skinny or average one time there there was my two friend told me that he likes me he just want mess with me it was my other friend she called him asked do like me he said h*** no im ugly my friend used date him she told me not to date him hes a player he likes to cheat on girls my brother thinks he likes me hes dated someone else im kinda confuse my friends said that he told them that he loves me he want to go btw they told me that he broke up his girl or still dating i was getting him another chance what ya guys think btw my friends and family think im pretty or beautiful i don't wear make up people said i don't need make up i have long hair to thank you